Well, yes, I guess you are contradiction, no doubt, although I haven't fully realized, yet, the extent of it. You have an air of mystery to your page so far, with the beauty of your pictures combined with the compelling words of your ID. Frankly, it makes a wonderful combination, and, of course, we all live with contradiction every day, so it couldn't be a total surprise.
Well, I hope you have a really fine experience here, and develop a rich, creative experience.